I been dealing with a toothache that comes and goes for the last few ( since last night) hours which left me no sleep which left my brain open and my heart hurting.
Maybe because its been the official first week, i don't know. I just miss him. I had my dream. I had my prayer answered. And its gone. I know what God shown me was real. I trust in Him. My heart is heavy.
I was on cloud 9 so to speak.
I was the happiest Ive ever been in my life.
I want it back so bad.
I had what I dremt for so long about. I had the child I prayed so many nights and shed so many tears to God to just heal me of infertility.
I had it all. I was there.
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