Waiting Time is Praying Time

So on Monday I got the call from my doctor from my recent semi annual test. The visit was awesome and I was in such a great mood. All I had to do was loose 10 pounds and she felt like I could get prego. Welp, Theres just a little bit more that im going to have to get through to receiving that gift ( and my faith and hopes are high!!!).

I have PCOS and my pap came back red flagged for cyst on my overies cervix that could be cancerous. My initial reaction was  a meltdown. I left work and relaxed with my husband. Also, Talked to some wonderful ladies who have been through it too and I felt really better and at ease.

SOOOO now the waiting  test. Im not usually good at these but hey... what really can I do? I do not have insurance so it will be around a week till the new gyno approves it ( and with all your prayers I believe they will!!!)

I thank you all in advance for your prayers and support. I will keep you all posted when I know more. I love you all!!!

PS. I dont think I could have a better husband. I am  blessed to have him in my life. He is  one of a kind. The way he is supporting me through this has just been... well it makes me speechless and teary-eyed.

A Prayer to get through bad times... it helped me... well helps me :) You are not alone!!!

Father,
I’ve just heard those dreaded words that I’ve prayed not to hear. My spirit is shattered.
May world is falling apart.
I want to fight, to rebel, to flee from the reality of this, yet I know that You are there.
No matter how angry, deserted, disappointed I feel, Your love will never let me go. You will provide Your sustaining courage regardless of the future. Please grant me and my loved ones courage for whatever lies ahead. Help me to remember that You do understand everything about me, and want me to come to You laying all my burdens at Your feet.
In Jesus’ name, Amen.

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Most gladly, therefore, will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

II Corinthians 12:9