The ball is rolling...

.... and its going to keep going.
Last night, well early this morning, I was up reading blogs for support for Christian women dealing with infertility. What i learned was I was putting my need for a child above the plan God has for me. Idolatry.
I cried and had a talk with Jesus. I feel so refreshed this morning. He understands my pain and its just not my time, and even if my womb is never " opened" I have to trust Him. I know He has the best for me; I admit its hard to even think about never having children. My house is quite, I crave that beautiful chaotic noise of children. Its something im working through and im trying my best to be patient untill a door opens for us ( medical, adoption, or it just happening). Its hard.
So when I woke up, i went on a speed grocery shopping trip ( 40 bucks in 10 mins) and came home and made a few phone calls to handle some legals we are awaiting to be overturened, and we are highly favored sooo yay. Called my school to get enrolled. And called an adoption agency that I was recommend to for our pre screen packet.
Please pray for us. Our life changes day by day and its only for the better. So patiently waiting on the Lord isn't so hard, He never let me down.