I stared at the calendar today. Im absolutly in shock that its been almost one year (Oct 15th) that I left Ohio.
I am completly broken hearted that I havent been around my beautiful, smart, unique, loving, creative, smart mouthed neice. We never gone this long with out being a main part of each others lives. A few months here and there but never this long. I have so many things to handle here (bills, house, work) that I cant afford to go visit and it truely is killing me deep inside.
Not to exclude the other two princesses in my life: Emma & Bink. Last summer was filled with them, a pool, and lots of laughs.
I wish I could just click my heels and be home just for a few moments again. Just enough to heat Carissa say something way grown up & make the grown ups ponder. Enough to hear Emmas giggle and Kays willingness to let me push her around on a floaty in the pool while she sips her sippy (diva!).
I keep telling myself: soon. But soon cant come soon enough.
*Another reason why I want a laptop ASAP: skype!
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