Tired.

I should be really hyper and excited about my family getting together, and I know deep down I am. Ive, well we have spent alot of time and energy fixing our house up for the big arrival :).
But as of lately, i guess im depressed. I hate drama. Theres so so so much at my job. I do the best I can, because  at the end of the day I answer to God for my ethics and actions. But yet, the drama train rolled right up to my joy and delayed its departure. I love my job, but this gut wrenching stress and saddness feeling is getting to much. Its sad when you do all you can and you do what you can to do more, and its not the thank you shawna im looking for. Its the stop talking to everyone like they are below you, devaluation,  lets ask to work as a team while its not supported, take what you can, step over people ... attitudes. Its sad, its not just me feeling this way. Its sad because its been addressed. No one cares.
On to my next "rant" . Im pretty much over people in general. Grown people. Dont say one thing and do another, don't bond with someone if its just for show, dont act like you care about people because your a " Christian", speak up and say whats on your mind! Silence is golden but its not what comes out of the mouth that defines you, its your character, your attitude. Im so over fake people. Family & like family included.
I know my faults, i tell Jesus about them daily so im never ashamed before man.
So many grown people need to grow up.

Sn: beautiful day off spent getting the house together, and a treat from BK.