Thursday, March 8, 2012

rainy day, day dreaming oasis & baby dreams

Work has been exciting, so to speak. But today on top of the chaos, my mind was going to daydreaming about my dining room. One day it will look like a mini cafe ( pub table, mini buffet with espresso maker, a book shelf and a comfy reading chair.) But for now its my green house, and a not so comfy chair. But with the rain hitting the windows, i imagined me in the not so comy chair reading the love revolution by joyce myer. Anything but being at work.

All day ( besides my dip in day dream oasis) the beautiful dream  I had last night was on the back burner of my thoughts. If my mind got quiet, I seen my bella. Last night I dremt that I was with child and did not know it till I was in labor ( like the show I didn't know I was pregnant). Mid way during labor I passed out and woke up to the worlds beautifest baby girl who I knew was Isabella. Her face is engraved in my brain. I dont know if it was my heart dreaming or God telling me to be patient. Id wait as long as Id have to to see that beautiful face in real life.
Sigh...
And the kicker, i happened to be carrying twins, the other was a boy that I didn't get to see because He was very small and had to be with the drs. I know its far fetched but I am in line for twins....

2 comments:

Nolita said...

It's not far fetched at all. God can do it, you know. Praying for you guys!

The Tampkins said...

We are keeping our faith high. Thank you! Love you.