love.love.love.

Was thinking alot about love lately. True unselfish love. Im surrounded by it. I have some of the best friends on the planet, my family is always there, I even have a great group of in laws. I try not to think of my life as a fairytale ( my castle being my fixer upper) because those are just stories. My life has been unique. But all in all, the gooddays most definitly out ways the bad days.
Im surrounded by people who want to see me do my best everyday. Ive never really had that. Im not sure exactly when my life went from dull to sweet.
I feel honored to spend this life with David. I sometimes have to catch my breath. How did we go from being friends, to bestfriends, to husband and wife. Well I know: GOD! (AMEN!).  It just knocks me off my feet. I look back on the times David and I were just friends. We been through alot. Walking back from appointments in the hot sun with a precious baby boy in the hot sun, cooling his poor little body off with water, and getting food from a coner store. Or running to catch the bus to go to some other appointment ( sometimes with a stroller in tow). Itd be just the three of us most days. Theres a million memories I have and they are all filled with smiles. I learned alot about David as we sat and talked (mostly about God and how we both felt this calling in our lives). Back then, I never would of dremt that David and I would be more then friends. Actually, it would of grossed me out. I viewed him as a brother, a christ given brother. So many years later when we decided to take our close bond and put it in a union with our Lord, I was nervous. What if it didnt work. I mean id be damaging a wonderful friendship/sib bond with him. But as i prayed, God said no need to fear. To trust in Him. Now look at us, completely...head over heels... about one another.
A few people were againts us ( and maybe still are but my give a damn is broken on that sub) but we have accomplished alot. We bought a home. It may not have a wow factor but its home. God blessed us with that as it basically just fell in our lap. We have another home in our sights and in our grasp (we would rent our current one out) , a couple bizos to start, a wonderful young lady in our life who is comming to live with us.

we have God at the head of our household.


and i have two of the best christian women as friends in Okmulgee. Tina and April. I cant wait to see what the future hold for us. I am so happy God placed you in my life. You both make me feel so blessed. We may not talk 24/7 because we all have life going on but I am forever here for the both of you. I love you. I love our catch ups and I pray to God for all of our future plans because I know we will be blessed.


Its the end (almost) of 2012 and its been a great start.