My Sweet Jazmin

This Is It, a phrase my beautiful daughter wouldnt mind me using. She is a HUGE Michael Jackson fan.( as well alot of older music)  Today we fly back to Oklahoma reality.I have already decided not to wear mascara because even now I feel the tears building up.
Just a few days ago, I didnt know I could feel this strong for somone. I love alot of people in my life but Jazmin changed me. She has been through alot and every adult in her life has let her down ( some in very extreme ways). To hear her laugh, see her smile and watch her walk with her head up is such a joy to me. I can not thank God enough. Some how through it all, she has managed to keep this sence of purity. Even tho she can be quiet and to herself, she is still vocal and will let you know when shes upset. Ive actually got to see this - This Is It DVD was scratched and she was mad. Dont blame her. But as a parent I couldnt be like Go get her Jaz- We showed her it could be replaced and that you just got to move on and give it to God. & WOW her love for Jesus is amazing. She knows it was Him that got her through it and Him that healed her broken heart and Him that brang us all together.
When I was that young, I rebelled but somehow she got what I missed and for that, I cherish her.
She is on her way to blossoming and becomming such an amazing person. Im sure she is going to blow all of our minds one day, in a good way.

Her energy for life. for her family. for God. for animals. for the future. is to be admired highly from all of us. & I am going to miss her being around me with all of my heart and soul. Thank you God for this weekend and all that is to come in our lives. Im speechless and blinded by tears.

 I cant wait to be with her again. I know we will talk on the phone everyday and skype, send pics and stuff but its not the same. But it will be ok. Anytime or any memory I can make, I will take.
Cant help but think about what life would be like living in Ca with her.

& that beautiful young woman calls me mom.