Happy birthday David!
Having a clean house, ( except the backroom~ thats pre packing disaster) we decorated a bit for David.
I hooked up tacos/nachos bar. Had some drinks & good friends over.
Topped of the night with a couple of movies.
Happy Birthday David.
You are so loved.
I deleted my blogger app just after Christmas. Life was just to much. I didn't feel up to writing the bright sides of life when I couldn't see any. Annnd I still don't.
As the infamous due date approaches, depression gets stronger. & I have no idea how to get through it alive. Just saying.
Ive had the sweetest friends tell people they know ( mothers to be who don't really want to be pregnant) about our situation & while nothing has panned out, im not crossing my fingers. If it happens, it happens.
Life is going to get hectic before it gets better. I get it. Just wish I could sleep & wake up to a beautiful day.
David is still working & loving it. Birthday on Saturday & some surprises in store.
Jaz, has bounced back. Creokes 5 days a week is helping. Having a church she likes is good too.
Little by little.
With all the extreme left & right turns our gal has us going through, me working Christmas day, and just the over all depression... we celebrated Christmas early.
Beyond glad to say adios!
Heres some smiles.
Im this {-----} close to skipping Christmas & celebrating festivus.
Tree is up,stockings stocked, presents wrapped, bring on the holiday pay & over time.... ready to push 2012 out the window!
Btw merry Christmas.
Buh humbug.
Sn: tree topper broke? Yup, toss it & throw a Santa hat on that shit!
